I disabled the internet to keep myself awake.
MARK
Monday, June 14, 2010
Self-control
Nothing can be complained when I can't follow my plan. I really don't have good self-control.
I always break the rule I set for myself just three days ago and spend many many more days to enjoy anything attracting my heart. When I wake up, one week, or even more, has gone. the only thing which can wake me up is the 'deadline'. However, it doesn't help much. usually, I couldn't wake up until last night before due date. That's why I often stay up all night to work. The only result is that I screwed up my physical condition. If asked what I did to follow my bent, I would be very shame. I have never done anything meaningful. I indulged in reading sentimental novel. I don't covet such love in my life but I am just mad about the feeling when I am reading. What makes me regret is that I can't learn anything from such reading and I lose lot of time to do what I planed. When there is no rigid deadline from supervisor, I can put off my plan to the end of my life and leave myself nothing but regret.
This is sick. I get to hate everything. I complain everything as if they make me indulge. I am so sick. Who can give me a hand? I know I should learn self-control. I am adult, even too old to be told about self-control. But I really need help. I still have ambition to be success. I hope to become a good wife, good mother, good scientist. I hope to earn lot money and can afford high quality life even for parents and siblings. I have so many good wills. God, please, don't let me indulge the meaningless thing any more.
I always break the rule I set for myself just three days ago and spend many many more days to enjoy anything attracting my heart. When I wake up, one week, or even more, has gone. the only thing which can wake me up is the 'deadline'. However, it doesn't help much. usually, I couldn't wake up until last night before due date. That's why I often stay up all night to work. The only result is that I screwed up my physical condition. If asked what I did to follow my bent, I would be very shame. I have never done anything meaningful. I indulged in reading sentimental novel. I don't covet such love in my life but I am just mad about the feeling when I am reading. What makes me regret is that I can't learn anything from such reading and I lose lot of time to do what I planed. When there is no rigid deadline from supervisor, I can put off my plan to the end of my life and leave myself nothing but regret.
This is sick. I get to hate everything. I complain everything as if they make me indulge. I am so sick. Who can give me a hand? I know I should learn self-control. I am adult, even too old to be told about self-control. But I really need help. I still have ambition to be success. I hope to become a good wife, good mother, good scientist. I hope to earn lot money and can afford high quality life even for parents and siblings. I have so many good wills. God, please, don't let me indulge the meaningless thing any more.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Let's go weichun
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Water Research publishes refereed, original research papers on all aspects of the science and technology of water quality and its management worldwide. A broad outline of the journal's scope includes: • Treatment processes for water and wastewaters, municipal, agricultural and industrial, including residuals management.
Impact Factor: 3.587
5-Year Impact Factor: 4.274
The Journal of Great Lakes Research is multidisciplinary in its coverage, publishing manuscripts on a wide range of theoretical and applied topics in the fields of biology, chemistry, physics, and geology of the large lakes of the world and their watersheds.
Impact Factor: 1.393
5-Year Impact Factor: 1.471
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